I attempted to run a mile today, but it took me 18 minutes. I had to stop and catch my breath half way over, but I guess whats what I get for trying to sprint? Idk, I just know it took way longer than it should have. I am out of shape as fuck.
I went to the doctors today and apparently my scale is way wayyy off. All this time I thought I was 146 and stuck but apparently I’m 133 and stuck, which is infinately better than 146 but I’m still stuck and if I’m only 133 how am I still so gross looking?
Fact: I am fatter than more than half of all females my age group in the whole world. IN THE WHOLE WORLD. bjdbkjfdbkjfdbkjfds
If you feel like destroying any shred of self esteem you may or may not have had. ^^
If you can’t read that it says I’m fatter than 65% of girls my age for the entire planet. The whole fucking planet!
I just realized. You see that monster on the bottom shelf there? Yeah? I lost one of those and a half. And I have another half to go. Oh my God.
I’m finally in the 140’s. I woke up today at 147.5! I’m only 9.5 pounds away from my goal weight holy shit I thought the day would never come dnjfdkfdnfd Pretty sure this 2468 thing definitely got me over my plateau. Hopefully I can survive my pastry class tonight, I think we’re making scones and I have so much love for scones.
I’ve still got this paunchy thing going on on my gut area, but 10 pounds can make a huge difference so we’ll see how this goes.
I will, motivational text picture, I will.
So, basically, we should all just go be BFFs on MyFitnessPal.
I should invest in some vitamin and calcium gummy bears. Partly because dieting has probably taken away a lot of what I need to be getting, but mostly because I want an excuse to eat gummy bears. The calcium ones are more needed though. Weak bones kinda run in my family. I don’t want to fall down and break my neck like my grandma did. But mostly I just want gummy bears.
Day one of this 2468 thing went well. Only going to do one cycle before going back to my regular intake, I was just hoping to rid myself of this plateau and nudge my weightloss a little bit. I had some grapes, a beef oxo cube, a veggie oxo cube, and half a can of chicken and rice soup, a Dr Pepper 10, and a vanilla Coke Zero. Tomorrows my 400 day, which is pretty awesome. Hopefully I can get through it okay.
That means it’s progress picture time.
I feel like theres no difference here between 160 and 150. Also my paunch won’t go away. Also I hate my hips. but seriously, I’ve only got 12 pounds left to lose and I’m going to be pissed if I still have that paunch at 138.